i would smile if you did.i could write you a song about raindrops and rubies, but i don't think you'd want to listen. i could hold you close and tell you love stories, but i think you would just fall asleep. and i could play with your fingers and tap out a rhythm on your collar bone, but you'd just pull away and turn on the radio so you could listen to something better.i would smile if you did. by SubstituteSadist
you always pull away. why do you always pull away?
you got mad when you saw the papers. you said you hated that everything i write is sad, that every paper you found in my desk was about heartbreak or death or insanity or hopelessness. you said you wanted me to be happy. but if you really did, you would try to understand that heartbreak isn't always bad and death isn't always ugly; that insanity is relative and hopelessness can be beautiful.
your understanding is what would really make me happy.
today i decided something: i am going to stop trying.
i am going to lay on my bed today. i am going to stare at the ceiling. i am not going to p
give up.today i am a pessimist-give up. by SubstituteSadist
the world is just a
than it's supposed to be,
and i'd much rather
than become a "you and me".
today i am a tragedy-
i want you to make me
and let out all the air
that i've been holding
inside of me
until my lungs have become bare.
i find myself having to practice
how to put a smi
lifetripper extraordinaire. with the vagueness to boot. what the spanish call a vacilando. go google. a self-confessed whore to thoughts that start,change and end faster than you or I can find words or questions or answers for. It's like picking one pretty star out of a lazy summer night's sky. a ziggy star. strange and beautiful it is,this ziggy stardust. what would you do..? go reach for the star or wait for it to fall into dust??|
Current Residence: India.
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